Ever been there?
Sometimes loneliness lasts for hours.
Loneliness cuts deep. It is a place where thoughts can run wild. It is a place where discouragement can settle in and make itself at home. It can be a place of overwhelming self-focus.
Even the word brings sad sighs.
Loneliness is real, right? But is aloneness a reality?
Am I ever truly alone?
Webster says loneliness is a sadness because one has no friends or company; the quality of being unfrequented and remote, isolated…
Jesus knows alone. On that cross. Everyone had turned away, even the Father who loved Him perfectly. He knows alone.
Amazing, isn’t it? Jesus knew loneliness like no one has ever felt.
He never leaves us in that state.
He never leaves us alone.
Aloneness is not a reality! It is an illusion!
We are never alone. Even when we are.
What a glorious fact to ponder!
Even in my isolation. Even on my island. Even in my seasons of being companionless, there He is. And He knows.
He knows the feelings.
And He is sitting there by me, and looking into my distant eyes, and loving me, and reminding me with blessing after blessing after blessing….
And yet sometimes…
Instead of noticing, instead of being there with Him, and listening to Him, and sharing my heart with Him…
I choose instead, the path of self-pity. I’m worn-out and dwelling on the muck.
Why can’t I see with my spiritual eyes that He is RIGHT THERE.
It’s because loneliness dwelt upon shuts out.
It shuts out gratefulness. It shuts out pursuing others.
It shuts out God.
The One who faithfully and lovingly pursues me, and is present always,
gets. shut. out.
He reminds me, even just this morning, that I am serving beautiful, forgotten, lonely children half a world away. As I sit in a quiet house day after day by myself, clicking away at these keys, Jesus the Rescuer, is taking that time of island-dwelling to reach down with His loving hand outstretched and leading precious ones to a place of refuge. A place of belonging. A place of abundance. A place of love.
Small and innocent, abused and forgotten, hungry and hurting…. what is my loneliness compared to theirs? They are not forsaken. And neither am I.
What we do with our aloneness matters.
Love God, love people. The two greatest commandments. How simple, right?
Keep me from eyes that study myself way too much, Lord. Thank you for taking on ultimate loneliness so that I didn’t have to.
– Susie Stewart
Click here – “Alone Yet Not Alone” by Joni Eareckson Tada
Photo taken by Susie Stewart