This place.
In between.
It is an anxious place
or it is a peaceful place.
It feels like a loss of control
or it feels like complete surrender.
It is marked by worry
or it is marked with trust.
Waiting
waiting
waiting
In between.
When you look back on those times
you should see
growth
learning
more depth
renewal of trust
more faith
But at times
you see
distrust
staying stuck
bitterness
anxiety
anger
In between
should be a good place to be
because that’s where
you are stretched
and you depend
and you look up
and you are satisfied
Because it’s not about your circumstances,
but about your relationship
with Jesus….
Who knows what waiting feels like
and knows what dependence feels like
and knows what
surrender
…..feels like.
– Susie Stewart